And my life is still like a novel…

Today, despite the panic about potentially not being able to do my thesis, things turned out okay. Everything just seems to fit now, like I’ve lost the loneliness and frustration that was weighing over my head last year. It’s as if I was able to push things around and make enough room inside of me to settle into myself. This is the way things are now and that’s okay. I know that they are going to change and that is okay too. I’m still learning, like everybody else. I am not the only flawed one in the room. I can make good grades without having to be perfect. I can believe in myself when it comes to accomplishing my goals.

I wish you could know all that you’ve helped me realize.